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Blame yourself for Sanity

yongyee — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:15:33 +0000

Sometimes, I wish I’m insane.

This sanity in me, had just brought me to too much sensible decisions.

Decisions, that made my life miserable, made ppls’ so much better.

Blame it on me, the sane ME.

Always Better

yongyee — Fri, 07 Dec 2007 22:11:32 +0000

Okay, this is from Ellen DeGeneres.

“When you tell her you get a new KIA, she told you she has a Benz.”

“When you tell her you just got married, she told you she just slept with your husband.”

Bummer, huh…. or this is just human, always want to be better.

I think it’s called Kiasu-ism.

From “Empty” to “Full”

yongyee — Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:40:36 +0000

I won’t forget about the emptiness in my suite when I just stepped in here at 12 midnight, Oct 12th 2007. Empty, as in my room, my emotion (20 hours of flight made a heavy-to-leave heart numb).

It has been 50 days. Now, I am stuffed with emotions, both positive and negative.

Reluctant to sing the song, no?

-Leaving on a jet plane-

Weakness in you

yongyee — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:39:56 +0000

We talked on the phone just now, you sounded so weak.

I really feel like helping you to get through this.

……but i am helpless.

No, you are not done yet

yongyee — Mon, 26 Nov 2007 03:03:43 +0000

You smiled when I entered, laying and trying to move the bed up.

I hated that instance, I looked at you in the eyes and knew that you are vulnerable.

You don’t let her to tell relatives and close friends that you are down, but you asked me to go over.

It’s just like a gift to me. I appreciate that, but I prefer something I can look back when I am gone and smile, just like you.

Here you go, again

yongyee — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 19:34:27 +0000

She called.

-You were in the hospital, again.-

……and I am really worried about you.

10 things about Thanksgiving

yongyee — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 03:36:18 +0000

1)Shopping

2)Babysitting Dogs

3)Wine

4)Mashed Potatoes and Stuffing

5)Turkey

6)Gaming

7)Oldies

8)Dark eyes

9)Your girlfriend

10)You

The smoking habit

yongyee — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:44:01 +0000

Tonya: I just can’t believe that – a packet to 2 each day now.

Shane: ……. -smile-

Tonya: I just want him to live, you know?

I know – I stared at him whenever he smoked more than one a day.

Now you know why.

KISS

yongyee — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:36:33 +0000

It was kind of strange – I am glad to see you appreciate what she did for you, especially when you kissed her.

Shane: It means a lot for you to see that.

Shane: Yeah, I know. -smile-

I was accepted to be part of your life.

I, need to appreciate that too.

What about a drink tonight?

yongyee — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 00:12:44 +0000

Tonya is eager to bring me to SEE her world. Tonight? A drink with her colleagues – Jewel Party, that’s what they called it.

Shane: Freak those women out by speaking Mandarin.

GREAT!